i can’t sleep bc i’m thinking too much an i hate it and thursday is my birthday i hate thursdays so much we have every shit teacher on thursday and my birthday will probably be shit bc probably nobody will know/remember that it’s my birthday and my parents are very busy with their jobs so they won’t be paying much attention to me and my grandmother is in the hospital an i’m really worried what if she dies i don’t want her to die i love her and my brother is ill and there’s way too much going on at school atm and were supposed to go to the movies tomorrow (for school) by bike but i don’t have a bike so they will be pissed and give me shit things to do at school and everything is just wrong right now and just djjsskjrjdf i want some sleep